Archive for the ‘Life’ Category

Reflection ?

May 6, 2008

Life has been a fun game for me recently.

My adventure began when I left Indonesia to Taiwan around 9 years ago.  But that’s too wonderful to write about anyway…it’s all about nice stuffs and beautiful friendship. The real game I experienced was when I was in the Netherland. The first two years were really wonderful. No worries ..no stress. only play and play. Shopping, cooking,  working part time, studying Dutch, messing around at school and many more. Oh don’t forget to mention travelling around Europe as well. Belgium, France, Spain, German, and the UK all in half year.

Well..nobody can guess what will happen in our life right ? Same with me. Life has realling brough me to different situation. Internship in 5 stars hotel in Amsterdam ( where I experienced one of the sweetest time in my life),  Community Based Tourism Project in South Africa and Swaziland, Dissertation for one of the organization I adore very much ( FTTSA), Master study in one of the best tourism uni ( UniS) and currently, applied master dissertation in Explore Worldwide. Seems really nice huh ?

Up to now, I have always thanked to God to give me such a wonderful life especially let me to do something I deeply passion about which is my study in tourism.

i miss badly everything in the Netherland. Sometime usually around sunset, i could imagine shopping in VOmar and hearing those people speaking in Dutch. or the canal smell in the middle nowhere in Amsterdam , or even my school in Overveen.  miss it..miss it…

but how about Taipei ? Panchiao ? Hsi Men Ding ? the school canteen in Noc ? Isn’t it irony if people has so many memories but she can’t come back ?

Something

May 6, 2008

kind like a dejavu of last year

meeting with supervisor

methodology

wondering if i can overcome with it

have i been that sensitive to this ?

it’s something big i have left behind

don’t even want to look back

though i have made something correct

but what’s correct ?

nothing is perfect right ?

or is it just matter of state of mind ?

another 4 months to go

what a long way

yes i know

but everyone must pass it right ?

not only me

or im the only have too high expectation

sometime im tired

sometime i want to stop

but i can’t

and i won’t

Bingung

May 6, 2008

Bingung

bingung

bingung

bingung

bingung

and

bingung

A conversation in onestop

May 4, 2008

Me : I can’t study at all

She: Do you think I can ?

Loneliness

May 2, 2008

It not nice to be lonely

it scares

it is not fun

really !

Im not lying to you

nobody wants to be lonely isn’t it ..

me too