I just want to scream..it’s been too much for me
reading
writing
searching
printing
reading writing searching printing
no life
no intereting stuff
nothing
just me and my dissertation
nevertheless…..something has made me proud lately last year i always read through the Sawadee or Djoser brochure and admiring their program. Now im writing my dissertation for Djoser’s version of UK…so dream did work in my case.
work work work and wooooooooooooooooooork
Life has been a fun game for me recently.
My adventure began when I left Indonesia to Taiwan around 9 years ago. But that’s too wonderful to write about anyway…it’s all about nice stuffs and beautiful friendship. The real game I experienced was when I was in the Netherland. The first two years were really wonderful. No worries ..no stress. only play and play. Shopping, cooking, working part time, studying Dutch, messing around at school and many more. Oh don’t forget to mention travelling around Europe as well. Belgium, France, Spain, German, and the UK all in half year.
Well..nobody can guess what will happen in our life right ? Same with me. Life has realling brough me to different situation. Internship in 5 stars hotel in Amsterdam ( where I experienced one of the sweetest time in my life), Community Based Tourism Project in South Africa and Swaziland, Dissertation for one of the organization I adore very much ( FTTSA), Master study in one of the best tourism uni ( UniS) and currently, applied master dissertation in Explore Worldwide. Seems really nice huh ?
Up to now, I have always thanked to God to give me such a wonderful life especially let me to do something I deeply passion about which is my study in tourism.
i miss badly everything in the Netherland. Sometime usually around sunset, i could imagine shopping in VOmar and hearing those people speaking in Dutch. or the canal smell in the middle nowhere in Amsterdam , or even my school in Overveen. miss it..miss it…
but how about Taipei ? Panchiao ? Hsi Men Ding ? the school canteen in Noc ? Isn’t it irony if people has so many memories but she can’t come back ?
kind like a dejavu of last year
meeting with supervisor
methodology
wondering if i can overcome with it
have i been that sensitive to this ?
it’s something big i have left behind
don’t even want to look back
though i have made something correct
but what’s correct ?
nothing is perfect right ?
or is it just matter of state of mind ?
another 4 months to go
what a long way
yes i know
but everyone must pass it right ?
not only me
or im the only have too high expectation
sometime im tired
sometime i want to stop
but i can’t
and i won’t
Bingung
bingung
bingung
bingung
bingung
and
bingung
Me : I can’t study at all
She: Do you think I can ?
ts always been a mystery to me,
How two hearts can come together,
And love can last forever.
But now that I have found you I believe,
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one.
So gone are all my questions about why,
And i’ve never been so sure of anything in my life
~chorus~
Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need,
Because he made all my dreams come true.
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.
(Girls)
Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you,
With all my heart I’ll be there too.
And from this moment on I want you to know,
I’ll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love.
(guy):So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why
Duet:Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you,
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need,
Because He made all my dreams come true.
When God made you He must’ve been thinking about me.
Bridge
He made the sun He made the moon,
To harmonize a perfect tune,
One can’t do without the other they just have to be together.
And that is how I know its true,
Your for me and i’m for you and my world
Just cant be right without you in my life
Chorus
(guy) He must have heard every prayer I’ve been praying (girl echo)
I’ve been praying (both)He must’ve knew everything I would need
When God made you,
He must’ve been thinking about me.
been here since last sept
havent’s really feel life in the UK
instead having been living like in UniS
no other social life
no social events
( well thank God, I still go to church every Sat and have some social life there)
no families
……….
it is a good way or no to think about past life
especially the one at Holland
freedom
happineess
movies
cafes
chitchat
cooking
gossip
dimsum
sushi
hanging out
ice cream
bagel
supermarket
and the list goes on
miss it
miss it
like badly
nothing can compare
my free life back in Holland
21 yeard old girl
lived in rent house in the beautiful city of Haarlem
studied B. E Tourism Management
fearlessly divided her time from amsterdam and haarlem
nothing amuzed her than ice cream and bagels with her beloved friend
( what a nice college years)
It not nice to be lonely
it scares
it is not fun
really !
Im not lying to you
nobody wants to be lonely isn’t it ..
me too
